"Member Mommy?"

Rachel always asks me if I "member" things from when she was a little girl. I tell her the stories of her being a baby and she just loves them. She asks me to tell her again and again. I was just going to post some pics of R's clubhouse, but found some pics that help me "member" my baby as a baby.

Here she is only 1 week old... I wanted to put a pic of her first Halloween, but don't have it right now, so this will do.

R at 15 months as Pocahontas for Halloween '06.

R as a ballerina princess @ 27 months for Halloween '07.

R as Alexa (Diamond Castle Princess) for Halloween '08.

Okay, so here are the pics that I took this week of R, my mom and I enjoying her "clubhouse". :)

It's too much fun! Mom and I even enjoy being in there talking and playing with R. It's warm when it's cold outside and cool enough when it is warm outside. :) Thanks Papa, we are all enjoying it so much! :)

Tea Time @ Rachel's Cottage.

I love this girl so much!

R playing with her bear and baby. She's a good little mommy.

Tada! Thanks AGAIN Papa!

A little behind

The Saturday before last, Ben was so sweet to take care of Rachel for the morning so that I could help my mom and aunt do a "Wreath Workshop" with Friends. :) Mom just has a natural touch when making floral decorations. My Aunt Paz asked her if she'd help her and some work friends with making some holiday wreaths. Mom agreed and we all met at Hobby Lobby to make sure that all the materials were picked out and purchased. We all then headed to mom's patio to work on the wreaths on that beautiful day! :)

Tia Paz showing off some of her beautiful bird ornaments to be put on her wreath. :)

Mom and Ms. Gerloff finishing her Hanukkah decoration. Carrie showing her final product! ;)

Alma had to leave early, but she bought alot of great items to freshen up this wreath! :)After we had lunch, I headed home to give Ben a break. Rachel woke up from her nap and was given a little "parize" (her word for surprise) from mommy. New Cinderella sunglasses!

Jump to Tuesday Morning for our Women's Bible Study. Rachel wanted her picture taken in front of the beautiful flowers outside of the Bibleland classes. She loves her school. :)

Afterwards, we went to Alamo cafe to celebrate Ms. Emily's b-day! :) She had one of her sons, Jackson join us. He and Rachel were so good during this lunch. We were quite proud. :)

Happy B-day Emily! May God continue to bless you and your family!

Ms. Susan and Ms. Kim joined us...
Susan was a sport and let me take a pic of her!
I wasn't so lucky to get Kim's pic! ;)

Okay, onto some fun news from Papa and Lala's house... Dad has been wanting to build Rachel a little play house. He mentioned it a month ago or so and was in the planning stage. He thought about and even got a plan from online to see how to build it. He was showing us and telling us all about it, but the planning stage was a bit longer than Rachel wanted. On Halloween, while Dad was pushing Rachel on the swing, she asked him about her house. The conversation went something like this...
Rachel: Papa?
Papa: Yes.
Rachel: When you make my clubhouse?
Papa: Well, tomorrow I am going to Home Depot to get some supplies...
Rachel interrupting Papa: No Papa! TODAY!
Papa laughs....

Well, that night, mom told me that her pushing really got him going and thinking, so the next day he began. It took a few weekends and some help from mom, Rachel, me and their neighbor Lonnie to get it done! :) Here are some pics of the almost finish project. I will upload the finished project soon!

Devo from Russell Pond

I prayed: "Lord, this is kind of scary."

His words rang through my spirit, "Can you trust me?"

"Yes Lord, I trust you. I trust you with my life and with my death. I trust you with all that I am and with all that I have" (John 14:1).

The fear melted away.

Just two days before that hotel experience, I had boarded a plane from Dallas to Tokyo. Thirteen hours in a cramped cabin flying 6 miles above the ground at almost 10 times the speed I drive my car could be terrifying. But again I prayed, "Lord, I trust you with all my heart" (Proverbs 3:5).

Away from my family, more fearful thoughts about their safety filled my mind. Again, a prayer, "Lord, I entrust my family to your care. You are more than able to guard them and keep them safe" (2 Timothy 1:12).

Learning to trust God has been the cornerstone of my recovery process. Anxiety and fear can easily consume my mind when those fearful thoughts are not dealt with. The cycle of "what if's" can spin wildly out of control. It's a cycle most of you know very well.

"Well Russell, you have such strong faith. It's easy for you to trust God." Constantly, people write to me with these kinds of comments. But, it's not as easy as they claim. I still battle fearful thoughts. The cycle of "what if's" still sneaks its way into my mind. Strong faith does not equal perfect peace. Perfect peace comes from total trust.

One aspect of faith is how you respond to the crumbling world around you, especially when you can't understand all the reasons why. Can you trust God even when nothing makes sense? Can you trust him with your life? With your death? Can you trust him even when you don't understand?

When those fearful thoughts come crashing in, I've learned to cry out in prayer: "Lord, I don't really understand why this is happening, but I will trust you. I want to run and scream and panic! But, I will stand still and not give in to the fear. I will trust you."

I encourage you this week with Proverbs 3:5, my life scripture: "Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding." Trusting God is the foundation of faith. When you can place all of your trust in your Father, especially when nothing makes sense, then his "peace that passes all understanding will fill your hearts and minds in Christ Jesus" (Philippians 4:7).

Prayer: Lord, I want to trust you more. Teach me to trust in the midst of fear. Teach me to rest in the midst of the storms.

Blessings!